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I used to be very close friends with someone. I denied all the warnings that this person was most likely manipulating me in ways that I do not believe they were aware of. The thing was that they were an art friend. Now every time I draw I just never finish it because my thoughts are just swarmed with memories of them. I've long since made the promise to myself that I would be more independent and put everyone under heavy scrutiny. That's all well and good until I look inside myself. There's no denying the gaping hole that person left. I depended so much on them that when they left, a part of me left with them. That hole needs to be filled with something else.
So my journey began. New hobbies, new interests, new people, new video games, new places… The more I indulged in, the more I realized a pattern. The day is over and all is quiet. I’m lying in my bed and my eyes well up in tears. “I’m so alone,” I think to myself, “I’m so afraid.” I s
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Eyyy I've got assessments for orchestra today
Here's to hoping we get a good score from the judges. 
Sometimes I just. Forget this site exists.

Why am I like this.

Why am I fucking like this
So! Stole a tag meme from :iconblysk:. Rules state you're supposed to create your own questions too, but fuck the rules. I'm tired. P:

1. What's your favorite Ninjago character?
Jay. No question there.
2. How many pillows are on your bed?
One large, fuzzy, rainbow/tiger-striped body pillow. It's great.
3. What are you best at?
....? Well, I wish I knew. Maybe I'm good at being there for people. Even if I'm not very helpful. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
4. How well do you handle criticism?
Outwardly, I try to own it like a champ. Inwardly, though, I'm feeling like I'm shattered glass. :,D
5. Ever owned a lava lamp?
Nope. I'd kinda like to, though. 
6. What's your favorite drink?
Hmm. I guess mango lassi. Mango-flavored things tend to be good.
7. Favorite ice cream flavor?
Chocolate. Or cookie dough. Anything really dessert-y.
8. Do you like mice?
They're cute, but I don't know if I can handle one in person. 
9. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?
Sunsets. 
10. If aliens invited you on a trip, would you accept?
Uh .... probably not. I'm wary of change, as a general rule. 
11. Are you a fast typer?
So I've been told! I used to be completely unable to type, but I took a computer class and at the beginning of each class, we warmed up with typing exercises. You got good pretty quickly if you did them. So now I can just hammer away at these keys when I know what to say, but there are just as many typos to go back and fix. XD
12. Would you rather visit medieval times or cowboy times?
Tough question. Medieval times have pretty architecture and cowboy times would mean alternatively really hot and cold weather, depending on the time of day/night, but conditions would be slightly better. That's a tough question.
The European history nut in me kind of wants to say medieval times though. 
13. Star Wars, Star Trek, or neither?
I know not too much about either, but I've seen some of Star Wars and I hear plenty about the characters. So Star Wars.

Do this if you want! 
  • Listening to: Isle of the Dead
  • Reading: Genoa book
  • Watching: Puella Magi Madoka Magica
heyyy it's pi
turns out this is my first journal on this account too
anYWAY. tagged by the lovely :iconblysk: !

1. Do you have your wisdom teeth?
Don't think so? No.
2. What was the last thing you broke?
I'm. Not sure. 
3. What's your favorite thing to draw?
A CERTAIN ITALY VENEZIANO I CAN'T STOP OBSESSIVELY DOODLING.
4. How about something that you dislike drawing?
Literally anything that isn't humans. Oops. Talk about specialized. 
5. Would you rather make music or listen to music?
Listen, definitely. It's comforting.
6. What's something you look forward to watching/reading/doing in 2017?
TRIP TO EUROPE. EUROPE. THAT WILL BE SO MUCH FUN. I can't wait.
7. If your favorite fictional character and your least favorite fictional character met, what would happen?
So APH Veneziano and uh .... who's an unfave. How can I answer this question if I can't think of a least favorite, Shiny?
8. What would you most want a poster of?
I don't really do posters much. But I guess a Venice poster? Or those old-timey cool maps? Or history-related posters? I dunno.
9. Do you swear much?
*sweats*
I feel attacked.
fucking constantly nowadays yeah oops
10. Do you like dot-to-dot puzzles?
They're alright. Not super satisfying. 
11. Would you rather be on a runaway train or a runaway car?
I wonder how this question came to be. I dunno, train? Seems like the better answer for some reason.
12. Is there a genre of music you used to dislike/not know about that you got into later?
Indie pop.
13. Do you prefer to watch movies at the theater or at home?
Theater has that Movie Experience™, but you can control more factors of it at home.
But the Movie Experience
™ wins. So theater. It feels more special.

Bleh I'm too lazy to make questions. Not tagging anyone, but consider yourself tagged if you wanna! (Use the same questions if you wanna.)
  • Listening to: Regina Spektor - "Fidelity"
  • Reading: angsty mp100 fanfiction on ao3
  • Watching: Baccano!
geez I should really be more active shouldn't I ....

I just spend so much time on tumblr I have 382 notifications now

... yikes.
So! Stole a tag meme from :iconblysk:. Rules state you're supposed to create your own questions too, but fuck the rules. I'm tired. P:

1. What's your favorite Ninjago character?
Jay. No question there.
2. How many pillows are on your bed?
One large, fuzzy, rainbow/tiger-striped body pillow. It's great.
3. What are you best at?
....? Well, I wish I knew. Maybe I'm good at being there for people. Even if I'm not very helpful. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
4. How well do you handle criticism?
Outwardly, I try to own it like a champ. Inwardly, though, I'm feeling like I'm shattered glass. :,D
5. Ever owned a lava lamp?
Nope. I'd kinda like to, though. 
6. What's your favorite drink?
Hmm. I guess mango lassi. Mango-flavored things tend to be good.
7. Favorite ice cream flavor?
Chocolate. Or cookie dough. Anything really dessert-y.
8. Do you like mice?
They're cute, but I don't know if I can handle one in person. 
9. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?
Sunsets. 
10. If aliens invited you on a trip, would you accept?
Uh .... probably not. I'm wary of change, as a general rule. 
11. Are you a fast typer?
So I've been told! I used to be completely unable to type, but I took a computer class and at the beginning of each class, we warmed up with typing exercises. You got good pretty quickly if you did them. So now I can just hammer away at these keys when I know what to say, but there are just as many typos to go back and fix. XD
12. Would you rather visit medieval times or cowboy times?
Tough question. Medieval times have pretty architecture and cowboy times would mean alternatively really hot and cold weather, depending on the time of day/night, but conditions would be slightly better. That's a tough question.
The European history nut in me kind of wants to say medieval times though. 
13. Star Wars, Star Trek, or neither?
I know not too much about either, but I've seen some of Star Wars and I hear plenty about the characters. So Star Wars.

Do this if you want! 
  • Listening to: Isle of the Dead
  • Reading: Genoa book
  • Watching: Puella Magi Madoka Magica

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NML-Photography Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the watch. :D
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foureyes Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2016
Hug Love 
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Abc123-IX Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2016
oh hey! 
You might remember me from a different account- sonicandwarriorsfan1
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foureyes Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2017
i do know :w00t:
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Abc123-IX Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2017
Nice! Hello. 
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Abc123-IX Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016
Comment in reply to this, please?
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Speedy1236 Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This'll get messy really fast. Just saying. It's you who has to keep track of conversations. :XD:

Also, how many DA accounts do you have by now? ;-)
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Abc123-IX Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2016
ffft, I'l manage.

One. I'm not planning on ever using the old one again; it's this one from here on out.
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Speedy1236 Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
What happened for you to drop the old one, if I'm allowed the curiosity?
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Metal1784 Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey skw!! sorry it took me a while to watch you back, i didnt realise it was you at first -v-;;
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